ANGER

July 3, 2008

   ”Insane Of Anger”

Do you know what? i hate my day when having delimma!actually not just a tiny problem, i could elaborate this just like a typhoon delimma!!! I hate…I hate…i really hate whatever i knew, in short im insane of anger..i want to kill a person and yet i couldn’t do it, it’s because its just a fiction of my mind not fact!!!!i think delimma is a part of our life if we don’t have delimma to our life it doesn’t exceed the burst of our excitement, life is full of endeavor that we need to  persue whatever we want to be or to our  goals in life. on other hand ”try and error” just like the programmers do, i could relate my self as a programmer’s thoughts “do or die/ try and error” if you couldn’t get the perfect code!!! you will failed or otherwise you are successful…!! ahhh hayyyyy makabuang noh…i hate my self…. anger could give strength to struggle in every circumstances of our life..right now?i have desired to explode just like a vulcano,in every minute , time, seconds whatever i want….

Is it hard to control our temper? yes, defintitely!

!it’s really..really…really…..

hard to control our temper if somebody will irritating us..just like those person who always blocking my way!!!! “di ba nakaka-inis masyado, masyadong mapapel sa buhay na my buhay?” for me, if i ware you i will burst my emotion to the persons that i love and persons that i hate also, that is only a suggestion…why don’t you try! i assume to you! this is the best part of our life that having confrontation to our protagonist and antogonist Indeed our heart will yell in excitement, the beat of our heart will fast running out to our breast!!!all i want to say is! let the dellima will delimma to us, hahahahah yet we couldn’t let our delimma ruled and ruin our happiness…

and One thing!!!Do i really have to work it out the relationship of our friendship that it last a long time ago???this is the most delimma that i encounter in my life!! i don’t know what is the right coz even me doesn’t know the word “justice”! im speechless when somebody tells me that im bad, lier, plastik and etc!!! im like this, like that,  like this….until my head broke into pieces,and my tears slowly flowing through my chicks, fall into the ground…huhuhu it really hurts pari!!!!! ” makabuang na jud ni! dili n jud mabang-bang” gushhhh hate this…..they always talking about me, saying bad words, discriminating me 4 the reason that i have commitment, it is wrong!! coz that is crazy thing to do!!!I hate them “maka-imbyerna sila” feeling- gwapa, feeling s tanan2x” they always think that they are perfect!!!do you think they are perfect? nohh that is bullshit if that what they think off it… I don’t think if a person deserve third chances or fourth, to apologize only if they are sincere for everything!!! they should never ever hurt a person without reasons and evidence!!.. they never know how much the pain that they give it to me!!!

THey never  “value” d tears when falling to ground!!! THey always laughing for no reason!!!! are they insane????? my answer is!!! ewan!! hehehe

They never value our friendship!!! coz for one snap of finger! it easily broke our friendship with non-sense!!!

 

Know!!! i recover for what they did to me!!!

all i want to say is <<<<GOOD LUCK>>>> for having  bad habbit!!!!

coz im done with them for my persistence of friendship!!