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Lost In Love 

I feel in my heart and in my soul each thing that you say to me. It is something amazing because I think that you always know when I am sad, when I am very happy or when I think of you more than I usually do. Your words show me how much you understand me you love me and how much we are connected to each other even with the distance between us, I realize each time more that we were born to each other.

When I met you for the first time, there was a day that I thought I would forget you forever, but I was wrong because I have still got your face painted on my heart, on my soul, and in my memory. The first time I kissed you, much time has passed, but I still have your kiss burning on my lips and your cologne in all my senses.

Maybe I dream too much but when I think of you I long to feel your touch, to whisper in your ears words that only you would hear if only you were mine. There is love so deep inside of me, my love, and in every part of me there is a part of you. You are everywhere I am and be sure that I will be standing by your side praying that you will always have a beautiful life.

Like a star, you are already the star of my life, my sky, and my ocean. I will always need you because I cannot live without air, without water and without my soul, and you are all this for me. I love you and forever I love you. My body is still wanting to feel you and your hug and I will pray that this day won’t come so late, but if it comes late, even this way I will be here for you and only for you. All my kisses to you my love, and dream of me… im a girl lost in love for you.

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Love Letters

Love can be expressed in a myriad of different methods, but the most timeless and most treasured will always remain the classic love letter. In a recent project here at Lovingyou.com we accepted entries for love letters from our users to reflect the current state of romance through the written word. The result is a collection of over 800 user-submitted love letters reflecting the entire range of romantic emotion! Use these letters as a starting base for your next romantic moment, or just be inspired or reflect on the romantic nature of other couples. Either way, we’re sure you’ll treasure these words as much as the person to whom they are written.

ANGER

   ”Insane Of Anger”

Do you know what? i hate my day when having delimma!actually not just a tiny problem, i could elaborate this just like a typhoon delimma!!! I hate…I hate…i really hate whatever i knew, in short im insane of anger..i want to kill a person and yet i couldn’t do it, it’s because its just a fiction of my mind not fact!!!!i think delimma is a part of our life if we don’t have delimma to our life it doesn’t exceed the burst of our excitement, life is full of endeavor that we need to  persue whatever we want to be or to our  goals in life. on other hand ”try and error” just like the programmers do, i could relate my self as a programmer’s thoughts “do or die/ try and error” if you couldn’t get the perfect code!!! you will failed or otherwise you are successful…!! ahhh hayyyyy makabuang noh…i hate my self…. anger could give strength to struggle in every circumstances of our life..right now?i have desired to explode just like a vulcano,in every minute , time, seconds whatever i want….

Is it hard to control our temper? yes, defintitely!

!it’s really..really…really…..

hard to control our temper if somebody will irritating us..just like those person who always blocking my way!!!! “di ba nakaka-inis masyado, masyadong mapapel sa buhay na my buhay?” for me, if i ware you i will burst my emotion to the persons that i love and persons that i hate also, that is only a suggestion…why don’t you try! i assume to you! this is the best part of our life that having confrontation to our protagonist and antogonist Indeed our heart will yell in excitement, the beat of our heart will fast running out to our breast!!!all i want to say is! let the dellima will delimma to us, hahahahah yet we couldn’t let our delimma ruled and ruin our happiness…

and One thing!!!Do i really have to work it out the relationship of our friendship that it last a long time ago???this is the most delimma that i encounter in my life!! i don’t know what is the right coz even me doesn’t know the word “justice”! im speechless when somebody tells me that im bad, lier, plastik and etc!!! im like this, like that,  like this….until my head broke into pieces,and my tears slowly flowing through my chicks, fall into the ground…huhuhu it really hurts pari!!!!! ” makabuang na jud ni! dili n jud mabang-bang” gushhhh hate this…..they always talking about me, saying bad words, discriminating me 4 the reason that i have commitment, it is wrong!! coz that is crazy thing to do!!!I hate them “maka-imbyerna sila” feeling- gwapa, feeling s tanan2x” they always think that they are perfect!!!do you think they are perfect? nohh that is bullshit if that what they think off it… I don’t think if a person deserve third chances or fourth, to apologize only if they are sincere for everything!!! they should never ever hurt a person without reasons and evidence!!.. they never know how much the pain that they give it to me!!!

THey never  “value” d tears when falling to ground!!! THey always laughing for no reason!!!! are they insane????? my answer is!!! ewan!! hehehe

They never value our friendship!!! coz for one snap of finger! it easily broke our friendship with non-sense!!!

Know!!! i recover for what they did to me!!!

all i want to say is <<<<GOOD LUCK>>>> for having  bad habbit!!!!

coz im done with them for my persistence of friendship!!

What I Felt

“My Fate” 

Im longing to my Love!!!

When you always make me feel that you love me,i think im going to heaven to reach the certain fact that you  you comfort me all time.

you stuck in my mind and also into my heart, you add color to my life and you give me meaning to my life. you treat me well,

i dream of waking up every morning with you, lots of kisses that i recieved to you. you make me happy at all the time that we,ve been companion.your not scared to tell me,

 when i made a mistake of what my decision is…you make me smile and laug, you make me beautiful even though it’s not… you inspired me in everything i do, your sweet supersensitives and you cares for me a lot, your my husband that i never ever imagined,

im so happy with your shoulder you make me feel comfortable when i need you.you always give me reason for being special  that nobody could ever do.At the end of my tiny smile i always treasured you from the bottom of my fascinating eye. 

The devices could be last but my love for you is infinite and yet it’s just a prediction for me….

Mood Cycle

Love Cycle

Love is such a clueless cycle of pain and happiness.

you’ll never know what will be happen next.

         sometimes it brings out smiles, but causes tears afterwards.

      But we never give up though  we’ve been hurt a lot.

      Maybe because it’s just a great feeling to cry then some 1 will come to wipe off of your tears after, or to break into pieces while some 1 is breaking his own into pieces just to make you whole again. 

Test of LOve

 Question’s Of Love 

If Sincerely is about trust,

 then why others cheat?

If loyalty is a product of honesty, 

then why others lie?

If sacrifices leads to suffering,

then why others still choose to do it?

If saying "I LOVE YOU" is romantic,

then others silently cry?

If kisses can ease the pain,

 then why others commit suicide?

If smiles are so sweet,

then why are bitter tearsstill falling?

If ture love can build up a relationship,

then why it answer all WHY’S?

hahay love is full of mystery!!!

my love of my life

Is it wrong to be inlove??

    Forbidden Love

        I don’t know what to do!! what should i do??
       All i want is happiness that nobody can’t fade it and

 ever lasting laughter until the end of my time…yet, i couldn’t get it!
 it’s very easy to other people to rude us, to judge us and insult us!!until to the edge of thier tiny breath…hahay i couldn’t blame them. for the reasons that they have “insecurities of their life” specially those person who always ruin our lives..

   I know, that i can’t please everybody to accept us for what we are..all i want is respect and give us privacy in this world..and i know, those person thinking that we are insane…yes, i admit!!! we are insane! but insane of Love!! Its not our fault to fall in love in the same sex..

  If i could teach my heart to have a normal companions into the right person, I  might already do it before.. for the other people, its very easy to move on… but for me, its hard to do it! specially if you love the person that you really treasure.. 

My question is…is it wrong to fall in love? to have a forbidden love..and i know, your answer is yes! but for me, when it comes love…nobody could be a dictator!!coz always the couple can control the circumstances of their relationship.We know, in every relationship it has hindrance and they are obnoxious to me!!

All i want to say is!!love can do anything to change you….and no one can fade it, even the mighty person!

Could be love will last forever??

Our Love Can Last Forever, If we both want it to

I want to have a lasting relationship with you..I know that this will mean that we must both  work hard to please each other, to help each other, to be fair and honest to each other, to accept each other as we really are to keep individuality, yet also become one with each other to remain strong and supportive to each other in advirse times as well as in good times.

Eventhough it may not always be easy to have a lasting relationship working hard is very easy when the results can be the beauty of a loving and lasting i love…just like my boyfriend that we really make it last…

Emzy

this is me!.. The pretty me..